Ever felt like a little girl trapped in a woman’s body? Sometimes I do.
Yesterday, I was again in the toy section of SM City trying to beat the Christmas rush because I don’t like shopping when the mall is so crowded. Unti-unti na akong namimili ng mga pang-regalo sa mga bata (sa mga bata lang ha? hehehehe). One of the promo persons was refilling one of the shelves with dolls and little girls, six of them, were around him. They were excitedly inspecting the cute dolls on the shelves. I got excited too because I love dolls. (But I am not into the Barbie kind, those which look dalaga na. I like dolls which look like babies. Mas nakakatuwa kasi tingnan.) So I joined the little girls in their doll-inspection spree. Aside from inspecting the dolls, we also tried out some items on display such as the mini-ironing board, the big Disney-themed cups and saucers and the battery-operated washing machine. It was fun! I had instant little friends!
Masarap talaga maging bata. I appreciate more my childhood years now that I am old. When I was a little girl kasi, I used to imagine myself as a grown up. I viewed the world of adults as a world of order, of certainty, of completeness, of security, of dreams realized. I wanted to experience the promise of the phrase “one day, when you are grown up..” kaya gusto ko agad maging matanda. But the world of adults is so much different from what I’ve thought of. Sometimes it’s chaotic. Sometimes it’s full of uncertainties. Sometimes it’s not secure. Sometimes it’s full of broken dreams.
I think that sometimes it is good for us, adults, to feel like we're not grown ups yet, to feel like we are carefree children again. That way we will enjoy little moments of pure joy. We will smile at simple things. We will be happy with simple pleasures. We will not be bothered living up to some people’s expectations. We will enjoy more the magic that is life.
Friends from Everywhere
The Queen and Her Fairies
hopped! =)
hi maam, hope to see you soon…thanx for the being nice to me…take care and godbless you always
always,
melanie
well i like watchinh your movies with John he is cute and adorable and I wish that you could be real life lovers anywae that depend on your own decisions.
nice hearing from you well I am from Samoa a small country in the South Pacific but for now I think being you is very important because everybody dream to meet diff people and to act to give them many important themes to to learn from it I remeber that mae mother told me that we learn from movies sometimes we do not prefer what they did but we learn from it. nice hearing from you well please hit back.
nice to meet you, may God bless
hi there wel it is nice being fiends with other people. for meh I would loke to say hi and hellow nice hearing from your blog anywae I hope taht everything is doing fine love you always and may God bless.
hi there from Turkey 
nice evening 
hi bea, i jst wanted to know kung anong name ng bus ung sinakyan mo from caticlan to iloilo? would u mind giving me more info bout your caticlan-iloilo tour, need the exact place were we can ride the bus, coz were planning to have a trip same as yours,. hope u can help us.. please.. please.. thanks!! here’s my email summer_girl_dc@yahoo.com
hello! very interesting links here. care to ex-links?
hey hey, happy heart’s day!
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‘neng! san ka na? happy new year ha? paramdam ka naman!
hi bea! happy new year!!!
happy new year Bey!
Happy New YEAR!!!!
Merry Christmas
May you and your family have a blissful, meaningful and joyful Christmas! God bless!
hello bea. i lost my link here
My dearest bea, na received ko na card mo…thank you so very much! Ang ganda mo sumulat…kasing ganda mo thank you talaga ok…have a wonderful Christmas and New Year. Ingat lagi. *hugs*
i know everything’s well with you .. hugs see ya!
hi, nice blog here. care to exchange links?
yoohooooo!!!!! *pinches bea and tries to wake her up*
